人.生.真.的.不.知.所.以.然

我好想抛掉手中的任何功课，再回到这里喝一杯咖啡。

Ability to connect through different time, and space ~

How does it feels to live with no securement for your tomorrow?

How does it feels to live with a scenario that from any seconds from now on, someone would suddenly told you that your life will have abrupt changes (to a worse scenario)?

Fear? i guess …

At least for me, i fear, to live with many uncertainties in my life, especially with those which would grab life away from the world, from the people that i love. However, I don’t fear by the moment, as i arrogantly presumed that i will at least have longer life-span deeply in my heart, my mind, just like any usual humans with similar age as me would have unconsciously did. But, this is assumption is only generally right, and life always have exceptions. We are just presuming that we don’t belongs to the “exceptions”, aren’t we?

On the other hand, brave and forgiving, is another kind of feelings which i guess we’ll have, when you know that you no longer have anymore time to spend with any single things around you.

Tends to be brave, because you know that you don’t stand any more chance to do so.

Tends to forgives, because you know that this world is much more bigger and meaningful to you in comparison to what he/she had or would have done on you.

Life, comes with an end. So, shall we live everyday with an attitude, like there is no tomorrow, so that until the day you leave, you leave with no regrets ? and also, you leave with people around you have no regrets on you? Such a simple idea, isn’t it? But the simplest idea is sometimes the hardest to achieve. I do not know whether i have done that, but I'm sure I'm giving my very best to achieve that in every seconds in my life. I think we’re all lucky to at least have somebody around us to love us, however, there’re also plenty of people out there who don’t earn any love on them throughout their whole lifespan. Lucky, aren’t we?

I wrote all these based on my feelings through what had happened on Tegan. Tegan is kind of strong  and positive when she face her problem, which is a very true inspiration to me towards the attitude to life. I guess through years, reality might or might not alter my attitude, i hope what I've written today reminds me of Tegan’s positive attitude. And thanks Tegan for inspiring and encouraging many people to be positive towards anything in life despite of any obstacles encountered.

I do not have any believes, i rarely pray, so i could not say that i will pray for you to recover soon because i do not know whom/what shall i pray to to realise something which is not within my control. But i believe with your attitudes and loves around you, you live life to the max. You’ve at least made your existence meaningful to bring such an important message to people around you for the moment.

I hope strength and power is always with you, throughout the whole therapy.

With love,

Ching

One cannot do anything on his/her length of life, but one can do something on the width and depth on his/her life—Quoted from PQ’s MSN personal message a few mths ago.

“What do you do … When the one thing you live for leaves you?”

嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。

嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。

嘀嗒嘀嗒。。。

嗒。

不是每一天都有 :)

谢谢天空下的每一滴雨

I always wonder …